Tuesday, June 18, 2013

History takes a long time to erase

I think now, you know when I wake up every morning, my two ex bfs have less and less affect on me.  Firstly, they are psychotic.  I've had maybe now lovely two years free from them physically and stopped talking to them about a year ago, which is wonderful.  I've met better people since then, and while noone I'm in a relationship with, I have better friends too.

A lot of stuff I do actually forget.  It starts to be my brain actively erases alot of things and memories that can trigger stress.  So that I have not so many neural connections to that anymore. Or else its going senile.  Anyway theres no way to undo the damage done by parents or any other bad people in my life or anyones life, but you find better people, and kick out the bad people sooner.

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