Monday, December 21, 2009

I realise something is wrong but its difficult to fix

I have this overbearing mother in my head that makes me save money on everything. It’s like brainwashing. the only thing she taught was saving money.  She didn’t give me any joy, any presents.  She didn’t allow other people to give to me.  It was mostly saving money, and looking good in front of other people.  She didn’t want to ‘owe’ anything, so she didn’t even want my aunties to treat me to a cafe visit etc.

 

Can’t live like this anymore though.

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