I still feel tired, but my mood is fine again, dunno how. I guess I just got a bit of serotonin from thinking at least some nice things, and weeee, they get blocked from uptake, and I feel a bit better.
I mean, I like the way the light is in my room, its calming. And I guess something about being at home makes me feel safe now.
I’m also drinking some hot choco I made, which turns out to be very nice. I got a new pack of choco while on holiday, it turned out to be a good move, it was very good choco!
I guess one of the things that’s happy about being home now is that there’s no expectations. I remember when I was on a higher dose of citalopram, then I didn’t even know what I should be doing. But with this, it just kinda feels like, I know the kind of stuff I can do, but there’s no pressure at least.
shoulders and back still hurts tho. I only really take painkillers at night if it helps me sleep cos of my back, or well if i have a bad period.
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